doing someone a favour, wrote about a picture they drew.

Creeping from the ground
Of my gruesome grave.
Searching for the scent of life to steal
A soul to regain
Feasting on the faces and
Picking at the decaying flesh.
Seize your head and taste your brain.
I'll strip your memories hoping
One day I'll swallow sanity.
Grazing at your insides,
Will your impurities upset me?
My animalistic rage feeds
My craving appetite for substance.

Make believe and you want this night.
Basement sounds flashing in your eyes,
Chemicals burning but we're in a bottle
Safe until the mediterranean knock.
The hello, the shamefaced hello.
Seasonal yearning for a teasing infant.
Sure as my back is turned you picture a babys face,
The burning sun, a cool sea breeze.
I'm a plate you smash now you've come of age.
To prove yourself, you gave me no choice
Pin me down. Ignore my protests.
Never stop, like you always did.

'Look at what you made'
And my subconsciously swollen stomach glows.
'Look now at what you killed'
And my bloated belly ignites.
Who's to blame? Because
Once again I surrendered at the feet of your lies.
Two lives ended by your hand.

You finally lost your smell, unwashed hair
Now I am free from your grip
And I am sorry I did not cry, I will
Cry no more
You are to me what I am to you
My monthly fuck, and I will drink
Until it is right.

I will fall for you lies and fake
That this feeling is any kind of real
We can destroy each other, and
Touch all the right places
You can knot my hair whilst I writhe
In false contentment.

We're thinking the same,
You're raising my hopes and
Breaking me down,
You love this
My train track skin became your guilty pleasure
My spilling eyes wet your dry mouth

Nothing more than a puzzle
I said 'I loved you'. Litotes
You wish you had been smarter, left me alone
Like the others.
My bruises didn't fade.
Stay. Leave
and I'll try to feel alove when you pass,
Everything I do is still for you.

not posted in forever

will update when i have time
Until then, http://absentee.tumblr.com/

Read my scars like braille while I sleep.
A million secrets you promised to share.
Pretend to wallow in the
Wake of my death
Another empty place to lay your blame.

The face of regret scarring the horizon,
As I sail faster and faster
Never getting nearer.
I cannot reach it
I cannot grasp it.
All the while your dirty smirk
Widens into the setting sun.