You finally lost your smell, unwashed hair
Now I am free from your grip
And I am sorry I did not cry, I will
Cry no more
You are to me what I am to you
My monthly fuck, and I will drink
Until it is right.

I will fall for you lies and fake
That this feeling is any kind of real
We can destroy each other, and
Touch all the right places
You can knot my hair whilst I writhe
In false contentment.

We're thinking the same,
You're raising my hopes and
Breaking me down,
You love this
My train track skin became your guilty pleasure
My spilling eyes wet your dry mouth

Nothing more than a puzzle
I said 'I loved you'. Litotes
You wish you had been smarter, left me alone
Like the others.
My bruises didn't fade.
Stay. Leave
and I'll try to feel alove when you pass,
Everything I do is still for you.