I'm not like you.
Flawless. Clean
And now I'm losing sleep but
You think I'm joking
I'm not joking.
A hollow smile I keep,
Your drunken words have broken me.
Killed me.

Draped with naiveté
I look the fool, all but me can see it.
Consequently; I don't care.

Retract.
Boy's not so bad,
Take back all I said,
In hope for all I had.

Tyrant.
Boy's got a temper.
Untimely, heaven sent

Dead.
Girl's got a temper.
And sorry I can't but hope you forgive
I long for the bruises;
Any reminder of you.

Curse my blasphemy;
Under my cloak of daggers. I love you, longtime

Blantent plagery
You're a wordsmith but you fail me.
Speak plain tonight,
Don't shield your point, please
Just break my heart.

Lose sight, as we grow apart,
I yearn for your hand.
Though, I don't hope,
For I will lose again.

Living reminder of perfection,
Better off a lie.
Keep your mind open,
Honestly: I miss you

Ultimatum: Girl, grow up or go
Time's not for wasting on those who don't care
No longer the child I was,
So take fucking notice.

White lies painted so clean
On a tarnished canvas.
Does it hurt your eyes?
A minute, hold your breath.
My dead black eyes stare straight; stabbing false hope so far.
I'd rather a broken heart than give up on you.

I simply cannot stop.

If I could show you that I've been thinking
You'll see how I am nervous.
Ignorance in abundance; my head is crowded
Headfucked:Heartfucked
Maybe if I showed you,
Then you'll be sorry

Why don't you pull the trigger now?
This could have lasted longer
If I stopped waiting for the call.

Keep close,
Maybe we can grow.
I've lost, but who's on top?
Lonely mind. And the tears don't stop.

Just think about what you've fucking done.
End.

Lonely breaths keep you counting.
Introvert, unsatisfied.
Kid, where's your hope?

Looking for action,
But you stumble and fall.
Kid, where's your pride?

Turn to danger:
Footsteps numb.
Kid, where's your thought?

Flames that dance
Through a wickersky
Kid, you can't die.

This one means a lot to me

Lost at sea, embracing waves.
Safe and warm, calmy drowning.
Beginning of a fall, illuminating
Too dangerous

Loud noise of air and
The photograph that was.
And in one perfect night,
Fragility overtook

There was a time, nothing unlit
Only the gold in my heart had the time.
I was strong, but I have lost the flower
And the innocence

I will go caress their lips
Every night
But I still have a few dreams
Broken and wasted, from when I was young
Before I lost, now I'm lost

Time is running
Promiscuous? You slut
I am a child, and I refuse time
Forget the time, Stay the child

About the town running too fast
Watch the sky, watch the light
I wander in my dreams

These shallow words of sympathy
The depression makes you love me
Happy's not an option, not here

Can't live drowning,
Can't live smiling
Dry face, dry life
Time for a change

Feel your hand, stranger,I feel your hand, stranger
A curious thing
Eternal secrets taking hold.

I don't miss your hand, stranger
Cursing my name, a lonely vehicle.
False attention wavers

I don't miss your hand, stranger
Tears stream like the blood
Crimson rivers outside my flesh

I feel your hand, stranger
Ripping through my soul
No hope, defer my shadows
See black, let me leave
Can I breathe?

Masochistic, the fear
You grip and I'm bare
Dreams on fire
I don't miss your hand, stranger

Wounds appear from nowhere
A razor on my skin
I became immune to your hand
Your hand will hold me down, stranger
I'm sold and ruined
A moment to think
How cruel you get

Incredible luck, my tainted heart
And you're unwanted
Mangled my flesh
My body is a witch, I burn her

I live under your hand stranger
Soul of unrest
Where did you leave me, stranger?
I will never miss your hand