Like an earthquake
Buried alive, and
Suffocated by thoughts of only him
Let him save me
Only him
Cover me and kill me
If I'm dead, I cannot live

If you can't smile
Don't look back at what is lost
The faintest are real but
Now I feel empty

Look forward only if
You're dreaming for
The future is a dangerous and
Lonely Place
Goodnight Baby.

Twilight kisses have become twilight tears
And twilight fears, my wide eyed stare,
Unnoticed.
When the happy memories stream down my face.

She said 'pain is inevitable,
Don't fight it, embrace it
One day you will love again'
Words of wisdom I cannot understand.
Sand in my ears and
Salt in my eyes.

Another lie that
Speaks the truth.
Private view to me on my knees.
Your seat is always empty:
You will never come

Apple of my eye; you're slowly rotting away.
But the core still tastes as sweet,
New love won't grow here.

Voices of compassion.
I fell for every empty word
I'll fall again, given the chance.

A promise I cannot keep.
Pray, I have tried,
You asked me 'please dont'
Ere, I lied
Against my will,
And it gets deeper, but
Where have you been?
You might have seen, you could have stopped.
Don't blame me.
Ruby tears kept out of sight,
Hidden from view until
I am masked by the night.
Flushed dancers under my skin
Escape, gently steal my pride.
Ashamed and no one can see.
I want to be fine,
I want to be free.

I think I'm asking for your help.
If only I knew how.

Man is not God,
I cannot touch you,
You've gotten colder with each night
I'm slipping back.

Man is so flawed
I jump; you're too far,
Just a button away, oh
Give me strength.

All prayers are answered
The answer is sometimes no,
Why won't I accept?