A promise I cannot keep.
Pray, I have tried,
You asked me 'please dont'
Ere, I lied
Against my will,
And it gets deeper, but
Where have you been?
You might have seen, you could have stopped.
Don't blame me.
Ruby tears kept out of sight,
Hidden from view until
I am masked by the night.
Flushed dancers under my skin
Escape, gently steal my pride.
Ashamed and no one can see.
I want to be fine,
I want to be free.

I think I'm asking for your help.
If only I knew how.