Read my scars like braille while I sleep.
A million secrets you promised to share.
Pretend to wallow in the
Wake of my death
Another empty place to lay your blame.

The face of regret scarring the horizon,
As I sail faster and faster
Never getting nearer.
I cannot reach it
I cannot grasp it.
All the while your dirty smirk
Widens into the setting sun.

Breathing head,
Slowly in, slowly out
Swollen temples scream 'darker'.
Heavy lids fight lickering bulbs,
Thoughts pushing hard against ivory walls
Released in each exhale.
To be forgotten before they're heard
To be forgotten before they're seen.
Unnoticed.
Throbbing darkness.
Then the comforting hand of a stranger,
On my shoulder lands.

For you are only words,
You wear your innocence like a warm winters coat,
Trying to melt your icy blood.
Bottomless karosine eyes like wells;
Drown me.
The number calms me,
Frightens me.
A immortal line, each murder a
Long awaited suspense.
You hunt and so did I.
My stony lungs like your heart.
For you are only words;
Hard to erase,
but slowly fading.

Good genes,
But you never clean your teeth but with wine and blood
Suffocate and choke her,
Leave her crying in her dreams
With your wine and blood.
Back turned when she's breathing
When she's moving.
Frontside down and break her back.
Smother her until she's still.
Turn back to your wine and blood

Heed my call.
Telephone tears
Like crocodiles bite me.
Short back and sides,
Give me greens to grow.

How alike we are.
Devil dancing at our feet,
I can hear your cries through paper thin walls,
You cannot see.
You wish to drown in your own saliva,
Blow me away with your harsh winds.
Dislike me to your content
Until I can learn to like myself.

She lay restless, dreaming of stretch marks.
Once her God, now a godless sinner,
Once a virgin, now a hopeless dreamer.
Listening to heaven falling on mistakes and wishes
With a Bible list of names lying by her feet.
She thought about cadets as she sat staring at the moon,
And soon,
She wonders how he is each day since they last spoke,
Forgives him every morning but by night
He is her enemy.
Once two kids, playing in darkness.
Sharing dreams of hills,
Of hanging,
Of fish
Of fears.
Tears come and go as though they're not her own,
And so much stronger than you could wish to be.
All her life and she's been asking questions
And hoping he's the answer.
Time's moving faster but her feet take her nowhere