not posted in forever

will update when i have time
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Read my scars like braille while I sleep.
A million secrets you promised to share.
Pretend to wallow in the
Wake of my death
Another empty place to lay your blame.

The face of regret scarring the horizon,
As I sail faster and faster
Never getting nearer.
I cannot reach it
I cannot grasp it.
All the while your dirty smirk
Widens into the setting sun.

Breathing head,
Slowly in, slowly out
Swollen temples scream 'darker'.
Heavy lids fight lickering bulbs,
Thoughts pushing hard against ivory walls
Released in each exhale.
To be forgotten before they're heard
To be forgotten before they're seen.
Unnoticed.
Throbbing darkness.
Then the comforting hand of a stranger,
On my shoulder lands.

For you are only words,
You wear your innocence like a warm winters coat,
Trying to melt your icy blood.
Bottomless karosine eyes like wells;
Drown me.
The number calms me,
Frightens me.
A immortal line, each murder a
Long awaited suspense.
You hunt and so did I.
My stony lungs like your heart.
For you are only words;
Hard to erase,
but slowly fading.

Good genes,
But you never clean your teeth but with wine and blood
Suffocate and choke her,
Leave her crying in her dreams
With your wine and blood.
Back turned when she's breathing
When she's moving.
Frontside down and break her back.
Smother her until she's still.
Turn back to your wine and blood

Heed my call.
Telephone tears
Like crocodiles bite me.
Short back and sides,
Give me greens to grow.